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The Footprint Prayer

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One night I had a dream.. I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord, and across the sky flashed scene from my life For each scene I noticed two sets of foodprints in the sand; One belonged to me and the other to the Lord When the last scene of my life flahsed before us, I looked back at the footprints in the sand I noticed that many times along the path of my life, There was only one set of footprints. I also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest time in my life This really bothered me,  and I asked the Lord about it. "Lord, You said that once I decided to follow you, you would walk with me all the way; but I have noticed that during the worst time in my life, There's only one set of footprints. I dont understand why in my times when I needed You the most, You should leave me" The Lord replied... "My precious, Precious child. I Love you and I would never,  never leave you during your times of ...

Datang

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Jika kamu datang ; aku berjanji  tidak akan bertanya kenapa baru sekarang. Jika kamu datang ; aku berjanji tak kan membiarkanmu berdiri di pintu terlalu lama Jika kamu datang ; aku berjanji tak akan bertanya, hati mana saja yang sudah kamu lewati untuk sampai disini Karena dengan langkahmu aku terbangun dari mati suri yang ku ninabobokan sendiri.  Dan   jika kamu datang : tolong jangan pergi, aku lelah menjaga pintu untukmu sendiri di dinginnya malam 

The One Like You

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Apaka h cinta memang seperti ini? Apakah ini semakin menyakitkan jika kau makin melakukannya? Jika aku mendekat, kau makin menjauh Aku takut pada perasaan yang makin membesar ini Orang yang sangat berharga bagiku Dan kini dia tak lagi disini Ini cukup bagiku, cukup Dengan kenyataan bahwa aku mencintaimu Seseorang yang tak pernah melihatku meskipun aku melihatnya Seseorang yang tak pernah mendengarku meskipun aku memanggilnya Apakah kau sekalipun tak ingat padaku? Apakah kau sekalipun tak pernah memikirkanku? Hal yang bisa kulakukan adalah diam, menangis Aku hanya menunggumu, seperti orang bodoh Datanglah padaku secepatnya Permohonan terakhirku adalah seseorang itu adalah dirimu Bagimu aku tak pernah berarti Hanya seseorang yang kau kenal Ini cukup bagiku, cukup Dengan alasan bahwa aku mencintaimu Seseorang yang muncul meskipun aku memejamkan mata Seseorang yang selalu ada disampingku meskipun hanya dalam mimpi Apakah kau sekalipun...

Falling

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Feels like my life’s been passing by with happiness just being a lie How did I get here, where am I going? One more day without knowing Struggling  for one more breath as I’m drowning in painful death Can someone reach out for me? In this dark and dreary sea ‘Cause it seems like no one can hear the voice that’s calling Try to take the most I can stand but I keep falling I try to chase the memories away but they haunt me everyday I hope I get over this phase ‘cause I’m stuck inside this haze All I need is a simple lift such a sweet and precious gift So I don’t lose it all before what I have left is nothing more In my isolating misery I feel like the epitome of darkness and despair Just leading onto nowhere will I be able to win this race? I’m running at a slow pace Trying hard to press on but the motivation’s gone It may not have to be this way Waiting for me they could be a new day Maybe I can  revise and escape from the lies There could be something ...